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Post by Ryan Evans on Oct 11, 2007 21:13:31 GMT -5
Ryan let out a pained sigh, he could see the words were stuck on her tongue, her eyes looked so pained he wanted nothing more than to make her feel alright, happy, anything as long as she was never like this again.
"Shar, just please tell me." He said his voice croaking as he let more tears stream down his face. They were so close pressed forehead to forehead that he could feel her breath on his lower lip, her pulse resonating in his ears.
He closed his eyes slowly and squeezed her hand tighter, trying to force the words from her. He wished he could read her mind, he had to know, it would kill him if those words stayed bottled up any longer. He let his eyes close again and was about to speak, until her lips crashed into his robbing him of any words.
When uttered his name he looked up in confusion as catching her eyes with his, he felt her hands on his tear stained face and his heart began to beat faster than before. He could feel their tears mingling now as he mashed his lips to hers and kissed back.
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Post by Sharpay Evans on Oct 11, 2007 21:23:37 GMT -5
Sharpay felt like a great amount of weight had been lifted off her shoulders when she felt Ryan kissed back. That was all the answer she needed to know. She felt like everything around them is starting to disappear and that they were being warped into their own world. A world where this is alright, that this is not wrong.
She slid her hands down from his face, to his shoulders, and slowly wrapped her arms around his neck, just like what she did earlier. She suddenly kissed him back with so much passion, finally letting her bottled feelings out. Finally expressing the feelings that she had kept since the time that she had confronted him about helping the Wildcats. Seeing him in a new light was the cause of this sudden change of feelings.
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Post by Ryan Evans on Oct 11, 2007 21:29:01 GMT -5
Ryan's heart was beating in his throat now, he felt as if his head was going to explode and he was just going to die right there. His chest felt tight and his breathing became more labored as he felt her arms wrap around his name.
Pure electricity is what he felt when she touched him, just like in the pool earlier, he felt as if everything was clicking into place. He let his damp arms trail down to her hips as he let his thumbs massage her soft skin.
There was one thought that seemed to keep him grounded here with her. It didn't feel wrong
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Post by Sharpay Evans on Oct 11, 2007 21:38:31 GMT -5
Sharpay felt tingles down her spine and electricity shot through her body from her skin where Ryan had touched her. Instinctively, she moved her body closer to his, wanting to be as close to him as possible, wrapping her arms tighter around his neck.
She felt as if they had just finished performing a fabulously perfect number, and the crowd were all clapping and cheering for them. It just felt so right. Sure, she had kissed some guy before, but it never felt as good and real as this. Ryan was the only guy who kissed her with real emotions, with real love. And it's the same with her.
When she felt like she was going to run out of breath soon, she deepened the kiss, just to make it last longer. She never wanted this to end.
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Post by Ryan Evans on Oct 11, 2007 22:23:55 GMT -5
It was if in that moment they were connected, it was if they were one unit at that time, he felt as if he knew everything she ever need to say, no words were needed.
Ryan Evans had never kissed a girl, never before had ever even attempted, with other girls it felt wrong, he had thought for the longest time that he might have been gay, except for the fact he didn't have a thing for guys either. He knew in this moment, kissing Sharpay with as much force he could muster without dying, that he was not gay
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Post by Sharpay Evans on Oct 11, 2007 22:30:10 GMT -5
Sharpay never really knew about Ryan's love life, probably because maybe he did not had any relationships before. But what made her really curious is the fact that he's such a great kisser. He may not be her first, but he certainly was the best.
Her heart longed for more time to make this kiss last, but her lungs could not keep up. When she thought she was going to die because of her lack of oxygen, she slowly pulled away from the kiss, her lips still hovering over his as if to tell him she wanted more but she needed to breathe.
She kept her eyes closed to see if she was dreaming, hoping and praying that when she finally opened them, she will still see Ryan in front of her, and his eyes would still be full of love.
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Post by Ryan Evans on Oct 11, 2007 23:04:19 GMT -5
Ryan understood when Sharpay pulled away, he was one step away from having to pull away himself, his lungs still quavering as he tried to get the slow gasps back into his lungs. He could feel her warm breath on his upper lip, her lips still close to his, just the way he liked it.
He ran his thumb along her bottom lip slowly and leaned in for another quick kiss, before collapsing forward, his chin on top of her head.
"Wow," He breathed out finally, his breaths still raged.
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Post by Sharpay Evans on Oct 11, 2007 23:11:17 GMT -5
Sharpay nodded, understanding the feeling. She felt so happy for the first time that summer, even happier than what she felt when Troy agreed to sing with her. She just felt like all her dreams are finally coming true, especially this impossible dream.
She moved her arms from his neck to his waist, leaning her head on his shoulder. She slowly looked up at him, her eyes full of love that is definitely so much more than platonic.
"I love you Ry...so much," she spoke so softly, smiling at him with happy tears forming on her eyes.
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Post by Ryan Evans on Oct 11, 2007 23:19:53 GMT -5
Ryan raised his hand up instinctively and wiped the slowly forming tears from her eyes, lightly doting small kisses onto her temples. "I love you too, Shar." He said his voice gruff from all the tears he had cried. He placed his arm around her waist softly, just holding her close to him, unaware now that he was still fully clothed and sopping wet, shoes and all.
I love you too
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Post by Sharpay Evans on Oct 11, 2007 23:28:38 GMT -5
Sharpay smiled so widely. They belong together, she knows it. She just leaned on his shoulder, closing her eyes contentedly.
That's when she noticed that Ryan is still fully cloth, complete with shoes. She giggled as she tugged on his shirt.
"You're a bit over-dressed for the pool." She said, pulling on his wet shirt that was clinging on his body. She looked at him mischievously as she continued to pull on his shirt.
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Post by Ryan Evans on Oct 11, 2007 23:34:01 GMT -5
Ryan smirked at her lightly as she tugged on his shirt. "I didn't think I'd fall into the pool, that wasn't part of the plan, but then again, so much of today wasn't planned." He said with a beaming smile on his face as he lifted his arms over his head to speed up the process.
He looked down at his feet with a small grin. "Be right back." He said holding up a finger as he dunked his torso into the water to unlace his white pool shoes from his feet. He re-emerged again moments later with his shoes in hand, which he tossed over his should non-chalantly.
He pulled himself close to her again, and looking down at her glowing brown eyes, he knew that this was how it was meant to be.
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Post by Sharpay Evans on Oct 11, 2007 23:38:36 GMT -5
Sharpay giggled and shook her head at Ryan's silliness. She wrapped her arms around him again, loving the feeling of his skin against hers. She had never felt this right with anybody else, but him.
As her head rested on his shoulder, she moved a hand over his bare chest, drawing tiny circles on it with her finger. The smile never left her face.
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Post by Ryan Evans on Oct 11, 2007 23:45:44 GMT -5
Ryan tensed slightly at the feeling of her cold fingers on his chest, eliciting a skewed smile on his face, his lips curling slightly as he kissed the top of her head again. He breathed in her hair deeply and sighed, finally letting all of his feelings out into that one sound .love.
"Where does this leave us?" He asked softly into her ear, kissing her earlobe ever so lightly.
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Post by Sharpay Evans on Oct 11, 2007 23:54:24 GMT -5
Sharpay shivered at the feeling of Ryan's lips on her ear. She rested her hand on his chest as she looked up at him.
"I...I don't know, Ry," she said, biting on her bottom lip. She had never thought of the consequence of this happening until now. "I've never felt this happy before, and I don't know what I'd do if we have to stop..." She trailed off, not wanting to think of what could possibly happen in the future. She just wanted to be with Ryan, what's wrong with that?
She's single, she hadn't actually accepted Zeke's proposal even if she agreed to be his date last night. And he's single as well. But there's still a strong wall that is trying to block them from loving each other like this.
"Ryan, you're the only guy I've ever loved like this," Sharpay said, fear visible in her eyes. Fear from the possibility of being separated from him.
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Post by Ryan Evans on Oct 12, 2007 0:11:29 GMT -5
He looked deeply into her eyes, the gears in his head turning as his thoughts threated to tear him apart. He knew that what they were doing wouldn't be accepted, it wasn't legal, but he couldn't bear the thought of being told he couldn't be with her.
Noticing the fear in her voice her pulled her closer into a tight hug letting his hands grasp hers again for what felt like the hundredth time this night.
He looked at her his eyes glowing happily. "I want to be with you, I want you to be my girlfriend, and I don't want to have to ignore these feelings now that I've found them." He said avoiding her eyes for a moment before returning his gaze to her. "I love you so much."
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